I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I've been feeling super nostalgic. For the first time in a long time, I'm really starting to miss High School. I miss my grade 12 year when all my friends lived at home, there was a party or something to do every weekend, classes were easy and homework didn't take over my life (minus my English class), and I felt a lot better about myself in grade 12. I feel like I always used to be on the phone making plans, out with friends or even family and I never spent time at home. Now I feel all I do is go to school, come home, do homework, then go to bed. Even on weekends I find myself doing homework, studying, and hanging out with Kyle because it's the only time we really get to see eachother. I also used to feel closer to my family. My dad works out of town so I only see him every 5 days, and my mom is NEVER home. And I actually mean NEVER. So why should I be complaining? I pretty much have my house to myself all the time, I could do whatever the hell I wanted and no one would even care.
So I think starting now, I'm going to make more of an effort for a lot of things. I'm almost 19 and I still don't have my license because I'm terrified of driving, so I need to get over that fear. I need to start going to the gym because I want to feel better about myself. I need to get closer to my family and friends so I don't feel excluded anymore. I need to make time to see Kyle because he's the love of my life and I love being around him. I need to make time to do homework and study because I need to do well in school. I guess this all has to do with time management. I need to use my time wisely and stop procrastinating!!!
Sooo this is what I have to do starting November 1st.
- go to the gym at LEAST twice a week
- eat more healthy
- make time to study and do homework
- also make time to see friends, family and kyle.
- talk to my out of town friends more (and visit them!!!!)
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